Failure's woes

tears stream dwn my cheek as i look out the window
the sky is dark and the surroundings quiet

and i realise i'm all alone again
a failure

i need some form of release
something to take away the pain
no more ciggarettes
i'm done with pen knives...
wat i did was took some pills

i'm already feeling drowsy,
i'll just hope that sleep will temporarily
put my pain away.

tt's y i rather sleep forever.