None Fairy Tale ending

Something I did while you were gone (of course i cracked it today). Won't happen I guess. There goes my wonderful birthday present. HAHA!

What's the use of being sad. I tell myself that but I just can't help it. I wish I could turn back time and hoped it never happened. But then without you appearing in my life, would I still be the cheerful person I am today? Part of me wants to hate you so I can forget. So I can look at you and not feel any longing to get close. But at the same time I know I love you too much to do that.

"What's meant to be yours will be yours... what's not, just let it pass"