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Thursday, August 10, 2006

emo boi in the house

was out with jiahui, kero, aaron and lawrence today. Went for Starbucks interview thanks to Bob aka Aza...thankieews..... yea, me and aaron got the job. Now need to go training. =)

Towards end of the day, I became fuck depressed. I dunno why.... doesnt help lookin at people kiss and hug all the way. Specially when I kind of like one of them. Very stressed.... wat started out as a joke ended up really stressing me up. I started thinking about my past and stuff. Think where my life is headed and all.

I gotta admit, I'm no cry baby but today for the 1st time these grp of frns, saw me tear. I am stressed, and I cant take it when I show concern for the person, and I get bitched back instead. I mean I know you didn't mean to. That you were joking, but really it's too much for me to take.

Till now I am still thinking......... perhaps this path I took was never meant to be. I await the day that I will be happy again. I think it's been ages since I ate cheesecake and drank milkshake. Maybe tt explains the moodswings...............

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