yy do ii keep thinking?

Read your blog.... euu said euu want people who like euu to moove on.

Sayang.... teach me and maybe I will moove on. It's not as easy as euu think it is yea? DO you thiink i've never tried? Why do euu think certain nights I cry.... and sometimes around euu I suddenly keep quiet or give the cold shoulder?

coz sometimes I tell myself I want to let go.... but the moment I see your smile or think of euu, my heart melts and I realli wanna make euu mine. to protect euu and to neva see euu cry a tear again.

not sure if euu know but even before euu were with tt guy for 4 months... I already liked euu and had wanted to make euu mine.... but I cant voice it out. Now euu guys are no longer together, but euu still love him don't euu? apart from the other person, euu still can't forget ur ex........ can euu?

I'm fighting a tough battle against 2 good lookin dudes. And knowing I can never play when it comes to the 'looks' arena.... yea... ugliest human being alive... that's me.

Sayang, I'll still lurve euu... juz like how I did before euu gort attached. It's nort easy to let go... maybe in future I will. But not anytime soon. Coz really, my feelings for euu are true and it's been a long time eversince.

*mmuackxx*