SLAP ME!

Drowning my sorrows with ironing and painting and eating....

ironing to keep my mind off things.....

with what happened recently i have even more drive to finish up the painting...

eating..... i crave for cheesecakes and milkshakes... i wanna see tt smile upon my face when i take that first bite. I look like shit in the mirror with my swollen and wet eyes.... but i aint leaving my house in this state. So I won't get my cheesecakes or milkshakes. And i been gulping down snacks and more snacks.

I NEED TO EAT

I want chocolates...... and candy..... SARAH! where's my giant lollies when i need them!

Someone slap me hard please??? i wanna feel physical pain in the hope that it'll delete off the emotional pain I'm experiencing.....