Nightmare

i was in the bus on the way to school
as the bus passed your place
i saw a crowd gathered at the void deck
i alighted to see what the commotion's about

i pushed my way through the dozens of people
and there you were in a pool of blood
i screamed my lungs out
screamed like there was no tomorrow

and i woke up.

i'm scared. i wanna call you. see if you're ok. but NO.

i'm a turn off
i'm selfish
i'm a 2 faced asswipe
i'm a lousy boyfriend

kudos to that.