Cinderella Story

Like all Cinderella Stories.... it started out sad... and for one night, just one night... Cinderella gets what she wants. And the normal story would end with a 'happily ever after'. Not mine....... mine has not ended.

You called me up one night, a few days ago. Sobbing uncontrollably. Your bf was at it again. And as always, being me.... somehow I don't know why, I'm everyone's pillar of support. I suppose I should start a service or something. But if I do that, it won't make me someone who's sincere. So ya....

We chatted I comforted you... I remembered we clicked from the 1st time we chatted months ago. We had same interests... everything was perfect....cept for the fact that you had a bf. So yea, I stayed away for fear that one day we might fall for each other. But of course, we remained close friends. At least that's what we tell each other.

That night we chatted for so long. You ended up saying that you actually like me. Of course I was taken aback and flattered. Feelings for you was locked away in my heart long ago coz I knew you had someone.... but tt night u fought with him... so fuck it. How can someone not treat someone as sweet and kind as u... nicely?

I know it doesn't say much about my character. SOme people may call me slut or whore. I dare to do it, I dare to post it here. Yes, that night, I had the greatest time chatting with you on the phone. I also prepared myself for the fact that, by the next morning you and him might be together again. Considering you guys stay together anyway.

So after I hung up.... I was just satisfied I got to enjoy that night filled with happiness. Next morning everything went back to normal. Couldn't contact you so I assumed you're back with him.

Then I received an sms later saying tt you admitted into hospital... was worried. Dead worried but I knew I could do nothing coz he was already by your side.

Today you told me I can't sms or msn with you coz your guy does spot checks. If it's so risky.... why you want to continue? I just wish you happiness, and I will respect any decision you will make. If you want me, I'll be here... if you don't, I'll pack my bags and leave.

ps: if you people out there, my readers think I'm scandal-ing.... and thinks I'm a whore... go ahead coz you know wat? I'm not the only one doing it. and you have no idea how much pain this person has gone through with the bf. SO before you start tagging, hate messages. THINK TWICE!