i never thot it'll have to end this way

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The frustration's so unbearable. No amount of sorries is going to make up for the fact that 

you lied

you were nonchalant

you said u cared but did otherwise

we were supposed to talk things out but you were on bed with someone else

you FUCKING MADE OUT IN FRONT OF ME KNOWING I WAS A WRECK AS IT IS!!!!!!!!

ASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHOREASSHOLE BITCH SLUT WHORE

^^^^that's not for you, that's for HIM! 

So now leave me alone... you have him anyway. I'll make things less complicated for you. He is complaining that it is very complicated. With me out of the picture maybe it'll be easier for you aite? You'll do everything guilt free.......... 

I see him laughin in the back. Smiling. Getting what he wanted. I felt the photo in my cam was DELIBERATE. The gigantic lovebite was DELIBERATE. I admit defeat. I don't play these games cause i think they're SICK.

Lastly, i hereby lift that promise i made to you. No you do not need to care about it. Cause you WON'T find out what's gonna happen. Go occupy yourself with thoughts of HIM.

Goodbye my love, my mentor, my friend........

n btw, here's a tip.... next time if you say 

you still care about someone

that the someone still means much to you

that you still love the someone

you still miss that someone........

if you're gonna make him experience what I did on the night of Saturday 30th August 2008.... just stab him with a knife through the heart aite..it's faster n less tormenting. I know i would have preferred that. 

The sick games people play..................