Forbidden words

my arm behind u...just leanin on me...head on my shoulder as you sleep on the bus.
there is no need for the exchange of words...

i love you...

ps: i know you don't read my blog, so i feel safe bloggin abt this. hee!!!

CONFUSED

i'm confused.i cant read signs for nuts.maybe there're NO signs.i need a shove.yea,thats what i need.a SHOVE to show me the right direction.

pls dun lead me on........

F-U-C-K-E-D up.

it'5am in the morning and here I am in front of the comp. DAMMIT! i can't get to sleep. i tossed and turned on bed, I even tried the floor.

I don't know if it's the drinks or the uneasiness. Mas I now know wat you mean when you said u cant sleep when he goes clubbing....

As if whatever happened in the evening wasn't special. Wait.... maybe it really wasn't special. But we were both sober...... what am I getting myself into.... images of you making out with other people keep coming into my mind.

I WANNA SLEEP IT OFF!!!!! Bodoh sai head dun allow me too!!!!

I'll just go toss and turn........

eventful day

have you ever wondered what it's like to make out with someone you HAD a crush on?

Not exactly a good feeling.... okay maybe as you make out, the feeling was.... GREAT! Everyone around you just dissolves and nothing's left cept the 2 of you. and you don't want the kiss to end....

I admit, what started out as innocent passing of smoke from 1 party to another slowly turned into something else..... I know I wasn't complaining at that very moment. Just blushing

But after it all ended, thinks start streaming into my head. Was it okay? Would feelings i've been so wanting to push away return in an instant? Fine, some of you may call me a slut. I'd like to think of myself as more liberal. =P

Oh and after all that and beaming to myself as I walked to the MRT station, I realised I lost my wallet. What a way to end the day.......

Big thanks to Stanley for being there for me, followin me to Far East in search of my wallet, and later to Sengkang Police station to try and report it... and for the 6 ciggarettes u gave me. You're such a darling.

XOXO

PISSED

what's the point? being sooo fickle minded....... wanna go or don;t wanna go...... so simple.

finding all sorts of excuses to bail out. and cancel at the last minute some more.

LAST MINUTE is wat pissed me off.

Tear-jerkers

koreans are so famous for producing great romantic dramas, movies and MVs that never fail to make tears stream down your cheeks.

Can love really be so great that you'd give up your eyes or kill yourself? Love has only brought me pain, pain and more pain. The fact that sometimes your heart fails to point you in the right direction already causes you a bit of pain.

So maybe as of now, I'll just stick to watching Korean movies and dramas and just dream.... that someday I'll find a love sooo strong........

the young ones

they're like the forbidden fruit. you know they're harmful but you just cant help it.

it eats u sloooowly from inside..... makes u feel rotten at the end of it all. makes u feel dumb.

FUCK! i'm just too stressed to think of what other words could be typed. My mind's a mess.

I'm gonna go get my intake of nicotine nw.... woohoo!!!

i wanted to hold your hand in mine....
feel your warmth as I hug you.....

but I guess I'll just have to wait.

IAD SUCKS!

WHEN WILL I FUCKIN GRADUATE???!!!!! U BLAHDIE FUCKER FOR LECTURERS!!!

SO MUCH FOR GIVIN THOSE WHO RETAKE ABIT MORE FACE. I DID SOOO MUCH, IMPROVED SOOO MUCH. I KNOW I AINT AS GOOD AS THE REST BUT YOU SHOULD GRADE ME ACCORDING TO HOW MUCH WORK I'VE DONE.

What do I do now? Try 1 last time.... or just give up and take up a new course after NS? HOW?!

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