Looong Day

Started the day bad.... shocked the hell out of me when I opened the office door to find Jasmine(lady boss) already on her desk and Brian(boss) discussing things with Zamri.

Delvin came shortly after that, also with the same reaction as me. Could see by his face.

Barely half an hour later, Jasmine's bitchiness started acting up. SHe couldn't find this particular mag and she started going around whole office blaming everyone. She even said that there's no point having interns if we keep losing everything. We didn't even touch the book!!! By then Brian was screaming at her to come to the meeting table but Jasmine kept looking for the mag and telling Brian,

"They won't find the book i tell you. They're hopeless!"

wtf?! Guess what? We found the magazine alright. Of all places, we found it on her desk! No apologies from her, she just said,

"Oh... someone must have placed it there"

Things are never her fault....

One goood thing about today though.... I GOT MY PAY!!!!!!!!!!

Monday Blues

Jasmine made me & Delvin go to Art Friend to buy some stuff for the office during lunch time. So exhausted....

When came back to office I was so bred again I started doodling.... heehee. Nothin bad this time round though.

Bryant's Bdae Pics

These were the pics taken on Bryan't Bdae.... enjoy.... the mango cake was yummy!

Day Out

Met my little innocent sweetie poo in town today. Met her at Plaza Singapura and away we went shopping like never before. As you can se ^^^^^ we took loads of pics. Loads and loads of pics. We went into Neoprint booths, took out our cameras and "borrowed" the backgrounds. So cheapo don't you think? Who cares.... we saved a lot of money.

We ate alot too! Cant wait to get my pay. So much clothes to buy. Movies to watch. Guess what? We also saw a certain actor and his boyfriend... LOLS! SO looking forward to the next outing with Jiahui.... Weishen don't jealous okie? We asked you out but you don't want. Not our fault rite?

Why Liddat?

I am in a blahdie disorganised company for SIP. Not only do me and Delvin have to sort out all their frigging catalogues, we get scolded too if a certain catalogue can't be found. Sometimes it's not even amongst those catalogues.

And the stupid lady boss.... i personally think she's just a bimbo with big b**bies the size of melons and that's where her brains are. Ya ya, she's an ex lawyer... so? She uses her skills against her hubbie, my boss. They argue all the time in the office. Both wants to win arguments.

Today she said I didn't do a single work since I started internship. WTF?! My model was chosen to be sent to the model maker! I did the stairs and water feature for the Park Plaza Lobby. I was doing the carpark for the darn building when I got cut off halfway when steven came and he needed to use the comp. The Beeeiiiaaaatch still claimed I didn't do any work?!

I think her attitude sucks. Delvin thinks so too. Delvin told me that he would readily fail SIP if one day he really needs to tell her off. Tell her how her working attitude sucks, and how she treats her employees are horrible. For now the word is endure. It's just one more month. 1 more month......

Was so pissed with tt woman earlier in the office I started to doodle...


Nearly bashed her face today... controlled myself and just apologised for whatever she scolded me for though in my heart I know I didn't do whatever she was blaming me for. There'll just be retribution for such people

Ah Bengs=Bad.....NOT

What I saw in the train yesterday definitely need to be blogged about. After meeting some friends at Bugis, I got Jon to drive me to Little India NEL station to take the train home.

Entered one of the cabins at the center of the train. There was this huge group of young punks or Ah Bengs. The ghim moh hair and all. Some looked younger than me some older. There were about 15 of them in the cabin. Some sitting on the floor and some on the seats. Train was of course packed.

When people look at ah bengs they think, bad boys or boys who are restless and hang out in huge groups creating trouble. i think these boys are not much different from us. They have hearts too and they do feel compassion, more than some of us in fact.

At Potong Pasir station, 2 elderly ladies boarded the train. There were of course no seats at all in the train (I was standing too). You know how I can't tolerate people who don't give up their seats on the train to elderly or pregnant women. Guess what, out of the many execs seated in the train, none gave up their seats to these elderly women (call themselves educated?!). The boys however smiled sweetly at the 2 elderly and told them to have their seats. How nice is that?! Shame on those well dressed people.

cute or what?!

scanned these two neoprints so far... =)

Unsure

Vic contacted me over the weekend. I didnt know how to react. Considering, he kind of "banned" me on msn (not sure. I assume so coz haven't see him online since that day we argued), he hung up on me rather rudely when i called last monday.

So when he called I didnt know how to react. Part of me just wanted to hang up on him. When he called I was at Burger King with Calvin. After I hung up, Calvin saw I was feeling down.... well... bounced back shortly after.

Met Jiahui.... we went shopping. Heehee... n took neoprints. My sweetie.. cute and innocent. haha! Weishen... u reading this? I'll put the pics up soon.

Friends

Disappointment happens all the time. People come, people go.... Cest la vie...

One day you are close to a person. The next day, you are distant apart.

I had enough la.... i think there are many different category of friends.

1)Friends who stick by you throught thick or thin
2)Friends who look for you only when they are in need
3)Friends who want company when they are lonely
4)Friends who you know you will have a fruitful frnship till eternity

Friends in category (4) is hard to find. Thank goodness I have a suitable group for that category... Weishen, Bryant, Cecila, Jiahui. These people been hanging out with them since I graduated from sec school. Though there are times when we don't contact for a very long time. We make it a point to gather during special occasions. Tomorrow's Bryant's Bdae.... we planning to celebrate at Maxwell. LOL! yy there of all places? Because Bryant, Weishen and I work there. Easy to meet after work.



There's also my schoolmates... Faridah, Hanafi... u know... those people. =) School will be boring without them.

Sad to say... I do have friends in category (2) and (3) too. Hey, one even admitted before that he made use of me. What the fuck?! Anyway.... to each his own. Cheers

SILLY BOY!>

Silly boy is still not talking to me

Can't be bothered anymore let him have his way.

So petty for what? LOLx

When your best friend does this to you, I suppose nothing you can do but just laugh it away.

I M BACK!!!

Can't live without blogging either. lol. So yeah... i'm back. Heck with life. What matters is I am me. I'll bounce back after every setback. If I get depressed over every bad thing that happens to me, what kind of person will I be. Thanks to all those friends who were there for me.

*whispers* million thanks to the person who kissed me on the cheek to cheer me up. unexpected... totally unexpected but hey, it definitely cheered me up!

Apart frm that, one thing that really cheered me up was, Brian, my employer, he decided to use the model I did for the ceiling fixture as an example!!! YEAH! he
s going to use it as an example and show it to the model makers! If all goes well... that model might just be the design they use as the real thing in Park Place's lobby in DUBAI!!! woohoo!!!

Nothing is ever certain

what do you do when the one person you thought would always be there for you decides to walk out of ur life....

What would happen when one day you wake up and realise he would never be there to cheer you up again

what happens when your own best friend decides to walk out on you?

what comes next?

After about 4 years of knowing each other and seeing each other through thick and thin...

What is next?

No matter how much tears are shed, it's no use

One would think our friendship is damn strong, No rumours or gossips ever affected our friendship anyway...

Why now?

SPecially at this time when I am at my most depressed state?

No one understands me... No one ever will.....

I walk alone... Me, Myself and I....



Thanks VIc for the great times we shared in the past....

come what may

Been physically, emotionally n psychologically abused... go figure.

I think I need to disappear for some time... find my own identity

too much to handle.

to all those who have read my blog n are frequent readers, i am so sorry.

I'll stop for the time being.

Will I ever blog again?

Only time will tell.... till then... thanks. You've been greatly appreciated.

Lots of Love,
Edil Enzotica

FINALLY!

Finally she and her hubby left the office for some meeting.The moment they stepped out, the tense atmoshere of the office was lifted... the hi-fi was switched on and everyone was talking to each other.

You know, earlier, the moment Delvin and I stepped into the office after lunch, the *toot* said that she didn't see us looking through the catalogs... only see us online.

FUCK YOU!

What the hell was I flipping for 2 hours straight just now?! A book?! Of course it's the catalog la... I take em out from the box, read slowly, once one catalog is done, I put it back into the box! She only knows how to pick on people. SO pissed!''

Lucky for me, I am meeting someone later at Suntec... Would it be the meeting that brings a smile to my face after a whole day of sadness n stress?

BITCH FIT!

FUCK IT! FUCK IT! FUCK IT! FUCK IT!

I'm suppose to be on holiday DAMN NIT!

Attachment SUCKS!!! 1 and a half months of being driven around like FUCKING slaves!

I miss the sun, sand and sea!!! I MISS SENTOSA!! My holiday haven... lying on the sand feeling the sun warming every inch of my shiny sun tanned torso. The waves... ooh, the sweet sound of the waves and babes in bikinis and hunks in board shorts frolicking in the water.

I miss my zeqqie too... dear dear zeqqie. >.<

Office drives me nuts! Thank GAWD there's MSN.... I'll just DIe without it.

I am so going to the pool this weekend and relax!!! With or without friends! Then silat chalet is in the evening. I am so going to enjoy this weekend. Weekends never felt so precious to me.

Internship took away my life

Yeah... I want to go back to school. I miss coming to class late, teasing my lecturers and coursemates. I miss having breaks of up to 3 hours. Slacking at the huts at reservoir. I miss all these and it's only the 2nd week of internship. Like I have another four weeks to go! Ganbatte Idil... you can do it.

Boss and lady boss; are they nice to me? I barely talk to the boss though he actually seems nicer than his wife. As for his wife, (GAWD!!!) she blames every other person but herself. She just loves blaming people for everything... and yes I am one of her victims. Heck... I'll just listen to my Mp3 and not bother about what's happening in the office.

Boss and lady boss bicker in the office all the time...
"Shut up Brian! You are not listening to me!"
"No Jas, you listen to me!"
"Will you let me finish? Or am I not allowed to?"
"Why are you getting hyper over little things?"
"No I am NOT!"

.....you know what I mean right? Irritating!!!! I want to go back to school. *sobsobz*

Never enough

I'm sure by now you all know I have this curiosity when it comes to the Unnatural and all those other stuff. Here yet again... i found this video and thought I'd share it with you people.

The shrill laughter still rings in my head. Scarie!! The white figure is just so omg! typing about it already makes my hair stand... just watch the video. I don't want to say much.

TGIF

FRIDAY!!!! Finally! Weekends here.... so off I went calling my friends asking who wants to go out.

Headed out to meet Daniel in town 1st. Walked a lil bit and my cuzzie Khid called me. He was having his smoke break. Btw, he works at Delifrance Taka.

Vic came afterwards and we headed to eat at Meridien. Went to meet Kori next at Bugis Library. I got myself another yummy supersilicious MILKSHAKE! *sluuuurpz* I love Mac milkshakes.

Went to Lau Pa Sat after that... went to find Walli at the shop he was workin at. I got talked into buying a Paul SMith top......haiz! It's nice... juz... aarGH! It'ss CHEAP though!!!!
30 bucks... tell me where u can get a Paul SMith top for 30 friggin bucks?!

Ended the day at Maxwell. Headed home. Was so exhausted fell asleep on the couch. Woke up the next morn on bed. I didn't remember a single thing. Dad actually claimed he woke me up, I switched off the tv, the comp... even climbed on my double deck bed myself. I dun recall a single thing.

Eyes were going POP POP

The bosses weren't around and I was getting pretty bored. Shelly came to my rescue by asking me to sort out Jasmine;s email. Glad to finally do some work... I went ahead.

15 minutes into it, my eyes were aching to the core. Struggling to keep open. It hurts to look into small words on the screen...

Jasmine didnt clear her inbox since sooOOo long ago! 5 hours of clearin her inbox, saving the emails into folders... also not enough.

Ken met me awhile at Chinatwn Point then we headed to Dhoby Ghaut. After which i rushed to fetch my sister at Isetan......

Super tiring day... haiz

Routine....

As you all have read, I am on my student internship programme. It's been B-O-R-I-N-G! We packed cupboards, sorted books and catalogs, sourced for suppliers.

With Jasmine and Brian gone, the environment is kinda relaxed. Me and Delvin(the other intern) however, do nothing all day cept use the comp, and source for suppliers by reading magazines. *YAWNZ*

Time passes so slowly... specially after lunch time. I have this Friday off as the rest of the designers have to come back for a full day on Saturday, this Friday the office will close.Interns no need to come on weekends... so, YIPPEE!

Life's been routine this past week. Wake up at 6am, shower, prepare, leave house. Reach work, sit on desk till 12pm, go for lunch break. Come back to office sit till 6pm. Slack around awhile head home. Watch the 10pm shows... use the internet awhile, turn in at 3pm. And the cycle begins again the next day.

No wonder some adults become boring over time... No life. Anyone beg to differ?

my god brother....... NOT!

what news.... extremely shocking, but in a way kind of expected. I mean a certain someone did warn me before but I thought that someone was being ridiculous. Well, apparently he wasn't because it IS true.

This person who claims to be my god brother (not greg, me n him are still as close as ever) has vocally voiced his hatred towards me. Meaning, he was being plastic with me. Sheesh! Why even bother? Don't like from the start say la don't like. Waste my time only.

How I found out? I asked a fellow friend to name the few people who hate me. He mentioned like 2 names I already knew about. The 3rd name caught me off guard. Well, now that I know, farewell to him. Clean my hands off him!