So the story goes...

2 months of bliss
2 months of happiness
What more could I have asked for

I'm a blur
I can't for the life of me
decide what I really want

Paint fades
Jeans wear out
Buildings collapse
feelings fade

I hate myself
but i guess certain lessons in life
you learn the hard way

I thought it would be easy
but why doesn't it feel right?

Remember what I said?
That it wouldn't be easy adjusting
to live life as it was before
If we end up never talking to each other again...

I guess I knew you would want nothing to do with me
as cliche as it sounds....
"it's not you.."
"it's me."

And I stared at the door
as it slams shut in my face...

I'm no army boy,i'm just botak

Bids farewell to my hair yet again.....
It's always hard.
I will contemplate for days....

but.....
ran out of hair wax anyway...

So, what the heck....
Shave it all off. NOW!!!

before I change my mind again....

Gross!

During one of my 'lepak' sessions at the 'pondok' our conversation suddenly swerved to '2 girls 1 cup' (anyway, click only if you love scat and 18yrs old and above) . I realised during almost every 'lepak' session there will almost surely be 1 person who will bring up that topic.

I watched it once.... and never want to go to the website ever again. Like I wonder who in the right mind gets horny watching people eating their own crap? Worse still... who in the right mind eats their own crap?!

New Year @ East Coast

These are long delayed photos.... taken @ East Coast on New Year's Eve. Yea, i celebrated it with relatives and family.... =)

Romantic turned Sceptic

I used to blog about love and how loved I was.

I used to blog about the happy times

The oh-so-sweet dates.....

In 5 months time I would have been single for 2 years now

It's not like i didn't date

I do; I've dated a few

In fact, I'm dating someone now....

But the feeling's all wrong;

that's why I've remained single.

No more butterflies in stomach

No more thinking the relationship would last till eternity

Quiet walks by the riverside hand in hand seems lame...

It's like I'm changed.

I guess that's why I run away from my dates,

the moment talk about being in a relationship crops up.

Has it finally happened?

What I've always said after a bad break up......

"I give up on love."

Normally I get back up on my feet and am attached within weeks.

But since June of 2006, I have not been attached

A few dates here and there but that's it.

So i guess it has become a reality

I've given up on love

Everytime that special someone says

"I love you"

I'm all sceptical

"What is love anyway?"

It's like I've forgotten what it feels like

and for that, I dare not say "YES!" to relationships

ps: Darling, I ain't hinting anything.... this is just how I really truly feel. It's just that each time we have an argument, a disagreement... it doesn't help. It just makes me feel more unprepared about being in a relationship. I keep thinking to myself "I'm not ready".

The Lake House

I am blogging at 3am in the morning while yawning and yawning is because I just finished watching this movie.

A definite must watch for the hardcore romantics out there. A good show for couples to watch too.... so they can end up kissing at the end of the movie or during the movie for that matter.

I watched the original version; a korean movie, 'Il Mare' a long time ago. I never remembered the ending to be like this. But I love the ending of this one any hoots.... it's how every romance movie should end.

What I can never understand is how someone dead can come to life. And.... how a tree could grow within seconds.

By the way.... you can find the movie at tudou.com or www.alluc.org . Alluc would still link you to Tudou tho.... =) enjoy.

HAPPY NEW YR

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Let's welcome 2008 with a great big bang?

May all your wishes come true this year.....

Lots of hugs and kisses to one and all!

ps: I just realised... i have no New Year Resolution..... >.<