Dilbert Jr GONE

I climbed on bed last night.... shagged from all the hours and doing closing at work.

something was missing

I could sense it

I scanned my bed and then I realised Dilbert's GONE!!!!!!!

The rate of my heart beat increased. And I feared for the worst.

Nxt mornin mum told me she threw him away.

My only connection to my ex. The parting gift to me. The bear with very significant meaning. Is gone.

WHY CAN'T SHE LEAVE MY THINGS ALONE! ALWAYS DOING THIS! THROWING MY THINGS. I'm fucking 19years old. Give me my space. keep doing this and you'll realise I'll move out sooner than uu think. Get my own place where I can keep as many teddies as I want.

Not 1st time it happened. Getting sick of it.

I'm Back!!!

The past week was tough! Comp crashed and there was no CPU for a week....

Work was okie.... I'm getting better at the calling of drinks. Getting smoother. Now I need to practice at the Espresso bar. So afraid of making the wrong drinks and mixing up the number of shots and number of syrup pumps.

My parents now know I'm smoking. IN a way it's good I suppose. And luckily for me their reaction not so big. I suppose they saw it coming la. Like everyone around me smokes. Dad just talked to me nicely and told me to try kick the habit now, since I'm not addicted yet.

Yea. I'll blog more soon... need to head to woodlands regional library with sis. She wants to study and decided to drag me along. grr! Later tonight got chalet at ALoha Changi. Crosses fingers and hope dad lets me go.

Picxies...

These are the pics that I been trying to get together. Havent had the time. Finally finished it todae. There's Jo's bdae at sentosa with mas, syafrin, kero, aaron. jen, syafiq, bernice, Cheryl and frns and of course... Jo.

Then there's Jen's bdae bbq which was attended by many... with lotsa yummy yummies!!!

The rest are just random pics taken around town normally.

TGIF

Met bernice darling @ Simei before headed to town. Dropped by Starbucks Eastpoint to say hi to Mo 1st. Asked him to tell his grl Mizah that I changed nnumber. He told me she was so worried the past few days when she couldn't contact me. lols.... sweet grl.

Reached town and was joined by Aaron,Bern's gf Cheryl, Jen, Syafiq, My Sayang Kimo, kimo's frn Yunjie, Jo and her gf Sharilyn, Mizah and her bf Mo. had like loads of fun la. We walked and talked. Saw sayang play para para. Jo and Jen played para well too!!! hehee

All in all had a fun day today with my beloved friends. Mizah's soooo cute la!!! Abigail wannabe.... *mmuacks*

Thanks to Mo for fetchin me home. He tumpang me on his bike!!!!!!! frm Orchard to Punggol! Knew I was running late...

THANKS A MILLION!!

Started liao

WAAAH!!!! all his fans come slam me liao.......

I'm waiting n prepared for more. Just know this was coming after he publicise on his blog. lols. All his fans will slam me. Bring it on la.... haha.

I bitch to him on msn again i repeat, to his face. That's what friends do, they bitch each other to make each other realise their mistakes. Friends don't bitch out in the open and publicise to the whole world. They bitch each other! Ask around and see who agrees.

What I did.... we still can be friends.... what he did, no turning back liao.

Rest my case.....

Childish

haha.... I used to defend uu when people said you're childish. I guess you just proven me wrong.

Difference in me and you is that I bitch you in person... as in, in your face. You however, chose to block me, then unblock me and bitch me using your msn nick.

Dumb can? want to tell whole world right? Use your popularity to get back at me right? So what if you are a popular blogger.... at least I have close friends to hang with 2-3 times a week. SAid you thought we were supposed to be besties? what kind of bestie only looks for his bestie when someone ignores him or when he's really bored? I can count the number of times you called lo. With a bestie like you, who needs enemies?

And oh puhleese... I'm m not vengeful coz I was rejected. Get a life girl..... I'm happily attched and I don't need to be vengeful at all. You reject me I dun give a fuck lo. I mean uu rejected me from the start and I was still nice to you all the way.

The time you said I went offline,was coz I had to head to schoool. Dumb can? And last night, I wasn't being a coward by blockin you. you blocked me 1st. and then I talk to uu oso you neva reply. So what's the point right? after that my sayang called, that's why I went offline to talk on phone. Not coz I was a coward and blocked you. I went OFFLINE!

Who am I trying to kid right? you wouldnt even wanna listen to all this coz ppl will always think they're right. That's human nature.

I rest my case

Once Upon a...

"Sayang, will you be mine?"

You then kissed me on the lips.... and I got my answer.

Virgin Barista

1st in-store training!

I now know how to make a Frappuccino!!!!!

My fav Caramel Frap too!!!!!!!!! Sluuuuurpz!

I'm done

1st I wanna talk about the tagboard drama thingie goin on earlier. It's been resolved and I know who that person is now. I still laugh at the fact that people would go to such far an extent to even posing as someone else or rather... have split personality. Sorry if you don't like me to post it here. I just find it very hilarious. Thanks for humouring me.

2ndly to a certain someone... if we can't be together or if it's always under wraps or you're always too busy with your work...Why don't just drop me? It's bad enough i feel like a substitute. Now I feel like a prostitute that you use only when you want to. I'm there when you need me.... but you're barely there when I need you. No point you say all the nice things that you did even. Make me happy one minute and unhappy the next. Don't get me wrong... I'd be happy to be with you... but till you're sure of yourself. I rather keep a distance. U asked me not to bother you? I wont even sms or call now ya? I'll wait till the next time you need me. Take care.

My work here is done.....